Feeling Lonely & Alone....

Another routine sunday... got out of bed in the morn and cleaned up my house... watched dvd.... brought the clothes in during the afternoon and iron them... Did some pushups , crunches... oh man... arms are hurting maybe due to lack of constant excercises... I really must maintain my workout constantly... less than a month before reservist and IPPT. Slacked in my room and watched tv in the evening... i really have No Life!!! Ahhh !!! After my last relationship , i realized i dun really have much friends... Used to do everything with her like going out for movies , shopping , relaxing at the beach or even slack at home. Everything we did its together for the last 3yrs ... hmm... Now i'm feeling so 'alone' , dunno wat to do and no mood to do anything by myself. I think i must learn to adjust to life without her.... its tough although its already been 6mth since we broke up... Well life still goes on and i'm sure i can adjust, all i need is more time... unless i manage to find that someone special...

Just Some Thoughts....

Sometimes you just have to be honest with yourself ... when you do , you can learn things faster and know more things. For example in watever line or industry you are in , if you are just interested in the money u will not learn anything becoz there is no motivation besides the money ... when one is just interested in money are we no different from prostitutes?

We must be honest and truthful towards ourselves in alot of things so as to be able to 'see' the faults that we did and search for a solution to resolve them. Sometimes you know in ur heart wat actually went wrong but you just refuse to accept it and start to give urself excuses and reasons to cover it up. People can guide you and give you advice but ultmostly you will be the one to choose ur path and walk it. Remember always be Honest & Truthful to yourself then u are able to be 'Enlighten' and you will find that the route in ur life is easier to walk thru...

Feeling the Pressure & getting Worried...

Shocked and stunned.....thats how i felt when my brudder told me that he was asked to leave the company... and the best thing is not only him but another guy as well ... me & brudder always thought that as long as we continue doing wat we are supposed to do we are safe and the reason is cos we are cheap. Cheap as in not as highly paid as compared to the rest of the people .. but look at wat happened to my brudder.... :(

Wat is going on in the company... why are they cutting staff ? Feeling worried .... wat has happened to my brudder can happen to me also... sigh... keep praying hard everyday that i still have a job to bring in income or at least get a job on standby just in case the next person to go is me... :(